HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY SWEETHEART

Dah 3 tahun bersama.... Rasa mcm bru semalam je kenal. Hehe... Ayat poyo plak ;) Hari ni dia nk pg memancing kat Bukit Merah. Semoga dia selamat pergi and selamat pulang. Hadiah dia untuk saya tahun ni mmg sangat-sangat-sangat-sangat-sangat bermakna. Sebuah peluang yang tak ternilai and I promise I will never let him down again. Sepanjang 3 tahun ni mmg the best lah dlm hidup saya. Tapi mintak maaf sebab banyak sangat wat dia sedih. Hmm...sorry tau. Mesti org cakap poyo kan tulis kat blog. Tapi dah gembira sangat. Takkan time marah ja nk blogging. Hee... Saya kenal dia dulu dgn kaedah typical la. Tak da la jumpa masa jungle trekking or time amik lesen kereta. Haha... FYI dia yg miskol2 dulu tau. Bila saya call, konon nk cari Zul. Tu kira nama spontan yg terpikir la tu. Seb baik tak sebut Tambi. Mau gelak guling2 time tu jgk. Kenal kejap ja. Tapi org cakap, ada chemistry. Fewwwit! (^^,) Sampai sekarang pon ada chemistry lagi kan Mr. D? Hee...

Dia seorang yang....

*pikir panjang
*tak cepat cuaks mcm saya
*rajin bekerja
*menerima setiap perkara seadanya
*gentleman (budak opis dia pon cakap)
*tak suka gosip (mmg tak baca Oh Bulan la)
*minat politik dan berita semasa (hari2 baca Malaysia Kini kot)
*disenangi rakan-rakan (baik laki mahupun pompuan)
*tunggak keluarga
*sangat2 penyabar (jarang marah, tp kalo dia marah terasa diri ni sgt la teruk)
*sweet di saat yg tak dijangkakan (suka wat surprise)
*sangat menghargai saya (kalo saya tak cantik di mata org, tetap cantik di mata dia)
*jarang mengeluh (always try to be the best for me)
*jujur dan setia
*very understanding

....dan banyak lagi lah. 3 malam pon tak habis kalo nk buat list.

Saya sayang dia sebab saya rasa, tak ada lelaki lain yg sanggup menahan ngantuk dan letih untuk on call dgn saya smpai baring atas jalan depan umah dia. Dalam umah takut mak dengar plak. Malam2 plak tu. Kalau ada kereta datang and tak nampak dia cmna? Jangan buat lagi k.

Dulu kat GMI, hari2 datang jumpa saya lepas habis keja walaupon letih pergi site sana-sini. Pukul 12 malam slow2 bawak moto balik Damansara dalam kesejukan. Pukul 1 pagi baru smpai umah. Sok pukul 7 dah bangun nk pergi kerja. 7 hari seminggu datang jauh untuk jumpa. Sebab lepas exam, dah nak blik Perlis.

Pernah sekali ari weekend. Plan nk dating. Tengok2 moto dia tak boleh start. Dia ajak la kawan sorang tu tunda moto pegi kedai. Mekanik tu cakap, boleh la nk start sekarang tapi dia cakap mmg hayat tak lama la. Dia datang jugak. Sepanjang jalan moto banyak kali mati enjin. Tapi boleh start balik. Sampai Bandar Tun Razak, abis lah jangka hayat moto tu. Saya tunggu lama, tengok2 dia datang dlm keadaan berpeluh-peluh and tak bermaya. OMG, dia tolak moto tu dr sana??? Saya tanya kenapa tak mesej, boleh saya bawak moto and pegi tunda sama2. Tapi dia cakap, tak nak susahkan saya. I'm speechless.

Bila saya marah, dia sabar ja. Sebab dia tahu saya ni cepat cuak and tak pikir panjang. And dia tahu yang saya akan sedar relevan sumting yg berlaku tu beberapa minit selepas marah2. Dan saya akan selalu cakap, "Nasib baik b buat mcm tu. Kenapa ayg marah ek td? Buat penat ja marah2." Dan dia pon senyum ja. Alahai Moon, kenapa la cepat sangat melatah ni??

Sehari sebelum 1st miskol dia tu, tak pernah bayang yang saya akan ada sumone. Org cakap bila kita tak pikir langsung pasal sumting, tetiba ja kita akan dapat. And bila dia propose saya 3 tahun yg lepas, tak terpikir pon nk cuba2 dulu. Mmg rasa dh jumpa soulmate. Haha.. Poyo lagi. Biar la. Tengah happy ni.

Ada sekali tu, dia masakkan nasi goreng. Walaupon guna perencah ja, sedap yg tak terhingga and not just literally k. Nasi goreng pertama dari si dia. Sounds good huh! Buat lagi ek nasi goreng nnti+telor masak merah+ikan singgang. Dengar cerita dah makin pandai masak sekarang. Boleh la nk merasa nnti ;)

Perkara paling best ialah memasak untuk bawak bekal makan bersama time picnic. Seronok tgk dia makan dgn bersungguh walaupon rasanya mamak masak sedap lg. Sambil menggigil2 kat tebing tu. Padahal dia ni mandi 5 minit dh naik darat. Pastu snap2 gambar saya tgh dilambung2 ombak or tgh pura2 berenang kat sungai. Haha...

3 tahun perkenalan ni, banyak perkara yg dh dilalui bersama. Kitorang bukanlah org senang yg segalanya sudah tersedia. Dulu tak ada kereta. Nak beli sendiri tak mampu lagi. Sekarang dia dh bekerja, saya happy sebab dia dh capai sebahagian impiannya. Allah permudahkan segala urusannya. Kawan2 opis pun best, kerja pun senang hati walaupun pressure kerja banyak.

Cuma saya tak nak dia tahan lapar lagi. Selalu pesan supaya jgn lupa lunch even sebungkus roti. Duit leh menyimpan slow2. Bos dia ni pon satu. Cepat2 la naikkan gaji and bg la claim OT. Projek banyak, org smpai kena kerja 24 jam. Tapi potong claim pekerja. Banyak cantik muka. Rumah nk buat besar. Duit pergi membazir ke situ plak. Seb baik bermurah hati jgk nk bawak diorang jalan2. Bila saya membebel banyak2 pasal bos dia ni, mesti dia cakap, "Dah dia bos." Adoiyai~

Setahun mempraktikkan hubungan jarak jauh, Alhamdulillah jodoh masih ada. Terima kasih kepada Voice Over Internet Protocol yg membantu mendekatkan yg jauh. Jangan la tetiba bankrupt plak. Semoga bisnes VOIP bertambah maju dan berkembang pesat! Haha... Tak pasal2 dapat doa dari pengguna setia.

Dah sejam lebih mengarang, tapi dh patut berhenti bercerita kah? Patut2...Sebab dh pukul 1.13 a.m dan mata sudah ngntuk. You're the best Mr. D!!!!

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN KE-3 SAYANG

Oh my God! Dear bastards!!! Your music is soooooo loud that I start reaching my boling point again. I'm so annoyed with you Apek. Look outside and can't you just see that it is dark?? Why are you ruining my peaceful night with your bloody mental problems?????? Don't let me say that F word. Argggggghhhhhhhh......Cina bodoh!!!! Cepat la kau ngn sekutu kau berambus dr Kobuk ni. Datang sini nk buat bising baik tak yah. Kau pegi balik kayuh beskal kat umah kau tu lg bagus. Jangan sampai aku sumbat speaker buruk tu dlm mulut kau. Memekak ja tau! Bengap!!! Pekak!!!!

Sorry b..geram sangat.

Did I recently done something wrong to anybody? If yes, would you please let me know, together with some logic explanations. I want to be a blogger who can freely express my thoughts here. Maybe I say something over out loud but what is the purpose for keeping the uncomfortable things in my head. When I kinda piss off with something, I'll write. I think it's not too offensive if I create a general phenomena compared to say it right on somebody's face. I am a person who is unpredictable, suddenly get angry with long long stories and easy to forgive but not to forget. I'm trying very very hard to deal with my pride and prejudice.

I don't mind if somebody wants to have a piece of my mind. I'll be so generous to help and give opinions. What I don't prefer is when people just keep ignoring it and do the same things, inviting the same problems in the future. Why can't people at least for once appreciate my words? Be humble when you seek for advices. I personally need others' opinion when I am at the very dead end, being afraid then I can't consider things rationally that time. Oh my....right now I just feel so down thinking that everything I've said and wrote here won't make any difference.

Then why am I still blogging???? Good question. At this point, I don't know why I blog. But I know if I quite blogging, I'll be carrying a huge depression full with anger, sadness, prejudice and mental problems. Because it's OK if I'm happy, but I just need a place to throw my bad emotions when I'm at the ultimate point of breaking down.

Just don't waste my time thinking a nice solution for your miseries anymore, because I've just reached a point where I'll kill you if my thoughts finally ends up in your kitchen rubbish bin. Don't try me!

And when I emotionally detest someone, please don't even try to add him/her extra marks because no matter what, it is just about minus, minus and minus again.

Got it? Good!

I hate myself for writing this. I don't want any body to get hurt. But if I do, be glad that I still can control myself from cutting your throats out and prepare a nice dinner for Odi.

PS: Odi is a stray dog which can be seen around Coburg. Luckily it's just a small creature.

Sila baca sini dahulu untuk mendapat flow entry kali ini.

Ini hanyalah pendapat persendirian. Jangan ngada2 nk saman aku plak k.

Generally, sekarang ni mmg banyak kes saman2 ni. Segala benda nk saman. Mungkin aku tak mengenali family berkenaan. Tapi sekali imbas, artikel tu tulis mcm budak umo 3 tahun tu je yg pg failkan kes tu. Aku dh bayang mcm mana budak tu jalan tatih2 pg masuk pejabat mahkamah. Seperti diduga, bapak dia la punye keje ni. Baru la logik ckt critanya. Mne tau kot die dukong anak die tu masuk mahkamah. Mungkin bapak dia ni somebody la kan? Kalo aku la yg kene simbah ngn tomyam tu, mintak tanggung kos perubatan sudah. Nak saman2 ni, kene ada modal sendiri dulu. Untung2 dapat blik. Tak untung lebur je bayar peguam.

Tapi tgk fenomena sekarang ni, org sanggup naik turun mahkamah semata-mata nk saman benda2 yg simple. Macam kenalan aku sendiri, accident ckt ja. Patah la tangan tu dan calar2 badan. Tapi agak2 la nk saman pon. KOS PERUBATAN+GAJI SEBULAN BERKERJA+KOS BAIKI MOTOR+KOS BAJU KURUNG (RM200). Tipu lah baju kurung dia tu smpai RM200. Kain 4 meter kat kedai je tu. Ni aku dgr die nk menyambung saman lg. Saman ape ntah. Ritu dh dapat RM16000. Tak cukup lagi ke makcik oi... Suka hati lah.

Tapi org cakap, kalo tak kene batang hidung sendiri mne la nak tau penderitaan diorang kan. Ada 1 kes makcik ni kene HIV sebab hospital bg darah salah. Yg ni aku rasa logik la nk saman. Kalo tak silap, hospital tu kene tanggung segala kos perubatan seumur hidup makcik tu. Salah hospital tu la sebab tak uji darah tu betul2 or tabung darah negara what-so-ever. Ni dikira kecuaian besar. Jangan pasni hospital tu sabotaj makcik tu sebab nk jimatkan kos sudah. Sabar ye makcik..

Eh, Asar dah masuk. Nk solat dulu. Tata~

Is this can be considered as myself being productive? Although I know that one day the calender must be threw off, I just want to do some arts. Bak kata Aishah, "Takkan nak buat duty roaster plak." Haha... Bertahun-tahun jadi AJK Keceriaan kelas, sekarang jadi AJK Keceriaan bilik sendiri. Kalau ad umah sok Mr. D cakap, "Takkan nk lekat kertas kaler2..Ingat tadika ke?" Iye lah..nanti dah ada umah pegi IKEA sudeyh. Kan?

First of all, I don't wanna take my personal life under any consideration. I just wanna write and throw my thoughts here.

Suddenly an issue came out of nowhere and kept running through my head. So I decided to put into words. Why can't we accept when something bad or hurtful happened to us and blame the other side 100%, without noticing that we had once caused the same horrible thing to another person? For example, a girl put herself 'accidentally' between a relationship of two loving people. She goes out with the guy alone as a friend, without thinking how this simple thing can caused a big situation later. In my personal opinion, this unlucky girl is just happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time. She should never walk into their life at the first place. There should be no third person in a relationship. A loving couple can settle every hard time that occurs without the presence of another person in the middle. A small thing can turn out to be worse because we can never avoid ourselves from jealousy, egoistic, losing faith, cheating and disloyalty.

When in the end the couple decides to walk in a separate way, I think every single person around might have a clue why. And I'm quite sure that at least 70% will shoot her a dirty look. The other 30% is for sure living under the same roof. Haha... I guess. The typical phenomena which happens everywhere is that all of sudden, just befriend become just coupled or worse just married. What keeps me spending my precious sleeping zone to blog is now, what goes around comes around! And I wonder why she feels sad about the same situation that she had caused long time ago. Or maybe people forget their faults easily but keep counting others' faults. Just look before you leap. What's done can't be undone. There are things that usually better not to start with. There are things that need to be done half way and of course in many circumstances, things should be settled till the end. Maybe their love relationship looked impossible and she just took it for granted that they weren't meant to be together, which I found a bit ridiculous.

This is just a point of view. There's a lot of things that remains unexplainable, done by a lot of creatures on earth. Be grateful if I'm not talking about you because at least, you've done one right thing in life.

Until now I still can't put my parents pics on my wall. Even when I see them in my gallery, I can't stare at them too long. I feel guilty not to print out their pics. But I feel more guilty if they watch me doing craps and wasting my time here. Seems like their pics are linked directly to them. They care for me very very very much. Sometimes I feel like being treated as a child, who is always under parental control. I am their daughter but not as a baby anymore. The major feeling is always and forever guilty. What's done can't be undone. The least I can do is putting them in my public diary.

My dad and my mom at Tokwans

My dad and my sis during last Aidilfitri


My mom yg tengah busy melayan tetamu raya


And finally gadis ayu bergaya sopan di hari raya :)

Today I'm not productive at all despite shopping groceries and goods with a Puan Sri Wanabe and blogging. It's already 2300 and I have nothing yet to be proud about today. Just thank God for my existance. Btw, my brother is not here because he has cabut earlier pegi merayau di hari raya. Padan muka dia tak leh glamour. Hahaha..

Have you ever be in a situation where you really have to make a choice? Well, I'm not talking about life and death. That is wayyyy beyond imagination. Ditelan mati mama, diluah mati papa. I always remind myself that there's a big different between wanting and needing. It's a must to get what I need. On the other hand, *the heart wants what it wants. I still can't fully separate my needs and my desires. I am a person with high expectations in several things excluding the appearance of my Notenblatt. Hahaha... Right now, I don't know how to make a simple decision. I think I just need to focus only on myself. People always say, "Follow your heart, trust your heart." I think I might have heart confusing disorder.

*Credit to Jera

Currently obsess with them especially the left one, Damon Salvator a.k.a Ian Sommerhalder. Mr.D jangan jeles tau. Obsess as a fan jer pon. Hehe;)

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Baru tadi on phone ngn my bf. He was multitasking and kejap mengeluh, kejap jerit, kejap sorak. Rupenye die chewi ngn batang gembiranya. Oppssss....... Die main ngn housemate die yg bernama Bang Chik. Tapi masa call td tak de plak dengar suara Bang Chik mengeluh, menjerit and bersorak mcm die. Die ni ada extra energy kot. Haha. Pastu tengah2 sembang die jerit, "Hadoi!" I asked him why. Then die ckp Bang Chik dah tembus. I think my bf ni lebih banyak ditembusi daripada menembusi.

Then I asked him, "How much is it that batang gembira?" Die cakap, "RM30 je dpt dua. Share ngn Udin." Pelik jugak sb dia beli. Selalu die ni berjaya menahan nafsu kehendak. Tapi die ckp kalo ada batang gembira ni senang sikit nak main ramai-ramai. Main sorang-sorang mana best. Ach so...patut la sanggup beli. Tak pe la bby...asalkan bby gembira ;)

Definition of 'BATANG GEMBIRA'
Dalam bahasa omputehnya dipanggil JOYSTICK.

Function of 'BATANG GEMBIRA'
Digunakan untuk bermain game soccer dalam laptop bersama rakan-rakan yg selama ni tengok jer kat tepi.

My bf ni kalo dah dapat main game bola ngn kawan, tambah2 sekarang dh ad joystick mmg la x hengat ape dh. Jangan smpai meletup plak laptop tu. Walau ape pon, selamat bergembira dengan batang gembira itu ;o

I feel like writing again tonight. For once in my life, I have to admit that a girl can really be so mean to a guy. I was inspired by a song entitled 'Menyesal'. It is a sad story of a guy who regrets upon the betrayal of his girlfriend with his friend. He never thought that introducing her to him will end up like that. They started to become closer to each other when finally he realized that they were more than just friends.



I don't want to be so typical today. What was in her mind? At the exact moment, didn't she think about him at all? Wasn't the love strong enough between them? And finally, did she really love him all the way long? I bet that this girl still don't have the answer until now. If she say, "I really love you." He will come out with, "Then why did you do this to me?" If you ever notice that there's always a 'but' in making excuses and explainations. When she say, "I promise that I won't do it again." In the speed of light he'd say, "You've promised me more than once!"



At then end of the video clip, the girl seemed to come back to him. But he walked away. Who vote that for him? And who'll go for her? Love is a maze. This girl were cheating on him. Does she deserve a 'second' chance? If she doesn't, would you please consider it one more time? Because I think that the feelings are still there and just need a spark. Plus...memories can't be easily deleted. So gentlemen, please give her a very very last chance to proove that people can change to be better person. It's only a matter of time. Love is not suppose to end up in a bad way. But he might say, "Until when should you be given a second chance? You'll never learn!'

And she would reply, "No, I'll proove it!" I know she will.

Baru tadi 4 jam yg lalu smpai rumah. Letih la jalan pkai kebaya plus boots bertumit 2 inch tu. Dgn sesaknya train dr Nuremberg sb org ramai pg tgk bola. Dah la mabuk2 then penyetkan kami yg kecil2 ini. Hehe :) Consider kecil la nk banding dgn diorg. Seb baik dh makan agak sedap. Cuma sebab weather yg very cold, so makanan pon cepat menyerap kesejukan itu. My fault jgk sb x kacau kuah kurma tu betul2. Jadi mkn la kuah minyak. Adeh~

Well, tadi makan nasi kaler kuning, kurma ayam, ayam masak merah, soto serba ringkas, daging sate n segala jenis dessert. So full. Tak de 2nd round pon OK. And my pinggan kertas tetiba berlubang time tgh makan. Kinda spoil the mood jgk la. Mana tak nyer. Kuah minyak dh bergenang-genang dlm pinggan tu. Dessert competition plak kalah.. Mana la tau itu sebenarnya dessert decoration competition. Haha... No komen. Yg pasti kek Coburg sedap!

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Just woke up this morning and trus bukak my laptop. Mimpi tak best tp tido lama jgk. Haha... Pernah tak rasa mimpi tu sangat la tak best until you wish nk terjaga dr tido? Well I did just now. Setelah lama bermimpi then I realise that it's just a dream. Then I choosed to wake up. Sounds psycho plak. Same like kalo mimpi best and then terjaga, I'll go back to sleep and it continues. Long time ago, I end up crying while sleeping because of the mood of my dream. And bila terjaga tu, quite a shock la. Tears on my both chins. Lupa la mimpi pasal apa tu.

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Today is the last day of my weekend. I'm not feeling so productive and just being a consumer. Semalam makan pon org masakkan. Hari ni baru nk start doing KM. Argh... But I promise to be a positive person right? So, KM is wayyyyyyyyy interesting from a political book. I should by hook or by crook fall in love with all the subjects, take everything by the throat and niemals aufgeben without falling by the wayside. What and idiom! Haha... God, have mercy.

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I'm in jimat cermat zone and don't even have a penny to waste. Untuk merealisasikan impian, kami berdua telah mengambil kata putus untuk tidak berbelanja berlebihan which means no kehendak, only keperluan! And for you Mr. D, please make effort to quit smoking and save RM7X30X12=RM2520 a year. Smoking can cause lung cancer, gangrene and mouth cancer! Kalo b succeed to do this, ayg sayang b lebih la gitu. Hehe:)

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Excuse me, I must go and spend a penny <(^_^)>

Today I feel like banging my head against the wall. So many inputs to process and digest. At last I've decided to be neutral to everything. No bad feelings neither hate nor prejudice. I'm going to Regensburg tomorrow, wearing a dark green kebaya with boots in this winter season. It is unbearably cold outside there. At least 79% of my inner voice tells me not to go. But like I told you before, I am quite neutral today. No excitement. I wonder, what am I going to do there....maybe alone? The least I can do is call someone and talk for hours until they say, "Lets go back home!"

Past few days I've been doing some arts with my new colourful A4 papers. It's already done and I'm proud of my spontaneous idea. Haha :) Well at least it can still be called an art. I'm not that artistic concerning the fact that I can't draw nicely. I love singing but to be a singer...nah~ Maybe sooner or later I'll post my art work here.

I miss him so much. He's the only person who knows me well. He's the only person that I can express everything. Even if he's the one who makes me sad and blue. As an exchange, I let him express the feelings to me whenever he wants. I think it's the best way to stay together forever and everyday starts with 0-0. I wish I can just ring the bell next door.

Gudnite
Swit drims

First week back to school, I am forced to do this??? Oh no....

What the heck is this?

Getriebe+Kupplung+Lagerung+Antriebswelle

equal to

2-Gang Schaltgetriebe.

Yeah..It's a gear. And I suppose to create another 2-Gang Schaltgetriebe and submit in a month including all the mother-father calculations. Another miserable life in Coburg.

Don't worry Moon. Everything will be just smooth and fine~ Wadda....

Haishh..

I am at this very moment very depress to extract another single word from Konstruktionsübung. So it should or muss stay aside now.

I bought colourful paper at Aldi, which is rarely seen in this small town Coburg. Therefore I am quite excited to buy it with a price of 3 Euro thinking that I've been cursing Germany for not allowing me to do some arts. Huh!

I came across another song from Taylor Swift feat. Boys Like Girls. Falling in love with the lyrics, so I dedicate this beautiful song to my sweetheart. Two is for me better than one. I love you so much.

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Or maybe it is a song from Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift.

Your sayang,

Coburg ni bosan sebab....

1. Kedai2 sume tutup pukul 6. Aldi ngn Norma la kot nk tutup pukul 8.
2. Doktor2 sume malas bekerja. Kene ada termin la. Pukul 3 dh tutup klinik.
3. Hari Ahad mmg lengang. Kalo aku jerit sorg2 kat stadt tu, agaknye berdengung smpai puncak bukit Coburg ni ha.
   
4. Malam2 tak de entertainment. Sekali skala nk jgk mid nite movie ke. Ini pon cinema kene meredah paya bakau bru smpai.
   
5. Lumrah duk negara omputih. Bila bau sedap je konpem khinzir masak merah, tak pon khinzir masak lemak. Yaks!

Sekarang bru sedar yg Malaysia itu sangat heaven OK. Sampai boleh ternak lemak berkilo2. Adoyai~

I found a simple nice recipe of chocolate cornstarch pudding in the internet. The idea of making pudding suddenly came as I have a bunch of free time. Well, don't feel like opening books and extracting them. Haha... Lazy ass~

• SUGAR - baru beli ritu
  
• COCOA POWDER - ouh! banyak lagi
• MILK - susu tawar dgn 0,3% fat yg tak terhabis
• SALT - mana boleh tak da
• MARGERINE - sem lepas punya
• VANILLA ESSENCE - bawak dr Msia tuh!
• CORNSTARCH - sem lepas2 punya kot

So I decided to try this recipe since all the ingredients needed are just in my hanging cupboard above the stove. It takes only 30 minutes including filling it up in 6 small cute cups. So that means, 2 for me and others for delivery. Haha.. Now, I'm waiting patiently while they're having a nice time in the refrigirator. I hope the pudding has good connection with chocolate rice. We'll see then........

ps: saper pernah jilat senduk and periuk??? SAYA!!!!

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I've tasted it just now and guess what??? Arghhhh! Soooo unbearably chocolaty that I've to reheat them once again and add some milk. This is what I have to pay for not trusting the recipe and for my laziness getting a spoon to measure the cocoa. I should put the 3 spoon of cocoa instead of 3/4 cup of it. Damn!

To cover my noobness, I half-filled the small cups. Then I boiled the agar-agar for the other half of the cups. Lets see what will happen after this.

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My pudding is ready...It tastes better than before but still chocolaty. I wish I have the condensed milk instead of using sugar. I wonder how to decorate this pudding. I'm not using the chocolate rice anymore. It's just too much. Hermmm... And I'm not sure to deliver it or not. Not only the taste but the look is also dreadful.

Hey wait...I think I know what to do. I just need to give it a try. Hoyeah :)

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Here it comes...the ultimate chocolate cornstarch double layer pudding from me. Nice huh! Seems that I can't get rid of my chocolate rice obsession. Haha :)

• Perasan tak org KL sebut perkataan 'kencing' bunyinya jadi 'kencEng'. Tapi org Kedah plak sebut baku seperti ejaannya 'kencIng'. Haha.
• Berat air kencing dalam badan boleh mencecah 400 gram atau lebih atau kurang. Kalau tak percaya, cuba la timbang. Tp pakai la penimbang digital.
  
• Apabila kita makan sepapan panadol dalam satu hari konon2 cubaan membunuh diri, nescaya kita akan kencing malam. Tapi kalau tak bernasib baik, transit ke kubur la.
• Ada sejenis kencing yg membuatkan org jalan terkepit2 nk ke toilet. Ala2 cat walk yg terlampau. Jgn ditegur sebab mmg dh nk terkeluar tu.
• Perempuan zaman skrg mmg boleh menandingi lelaki. Tp ada satu ja yg masih tak berjaya iaitu lawan kencing dalam botol.
• Rasa takut dan seram sejuk, mula la rasa nk terkencing. Tapi bila dh nk terkencing sangat9, hilang takut terus pecut. Keluar toilet takut balik. Haha.
• Bila terkencing atas katil, penat fikir mcm mana nak cover. Tapi lagi penat cover2 bila kawan slumber golek2 atas katil tu.Adoiyai..

Apabila ada org sarcastic dgn kita, kita rasa mcm nk tenyeh2 muka org tu. Rasa mcm nk bg org tu mkn timba ja. Kali pertama boleh dilupakan. Kali kedua boleh dimaafkan. Kali ketiga boleh la nk paksa diri sendiri untuk jadi pemaaf. Kali ke empat msti la panas dan terus tak jadi nk melupakan or memaafkan org tu. Haishh... Benci benci benci! Kalau tak suka apa yg kita suka, jgn la nk condemn. Diam2 sudah.. Yg makin panasnya tu, dlu condemn kita. Sekarang org tu plak beriya nk buat mcm kita. Sebelum termometer kepanasan ni meletup, baik org yg berkenaan ni diam serta merta kalo rasa x nk mkn timba dan berus jamban free.

Kadang2 rasa nk jadi sarcastic jugak. Tapi takut sarcastic pada org yg salah. Kesian la.. Dan hanya menambah populasi manusia yg mengamalkan sarcasm. Adoiyai.... Dan yg paling panas, bila kita ja yg terasa dan golongan sarcastic ni boleh hidup gembira aman damai ke anak cucu. Sekian dulu bebelan kali ini. Berjumpa kita di lain episod dengan topik yg lebih hangat. Da da da~

I'm nearly a week in this small town Coburg. For just a week, there're so much things that I miss. Besides him and the happiness of my family, I miss Malaysian food, its shopping paradise and not to forget the 24 hours clinics. No appointment and hassle free. There's no place like Malaysia.

Ramly burger, nasi putih + ikan keli goreng + sambal belacan, mamaks (only food allowed)....Where are all of you? Come to me and ring my bell please!

Yang nak makan,