It's 3.03 a.m. in the morning. I can't sleep, so I wrote another post. But now, more to professionalism and rationalism. Eheh..

I once targeted a high goal in my life. But it was too high too achieve, not with my current ability. I am arrogant and somehow pride myself too much. I didn't look down to people but I was just too satisfy with my life. I have a mostly perfect soulmate, family and others who would always stay beside me. Later, I became lazy and lazier to move forward because I was already at a convenience state.

I mis looked my future and 100% tawakal to Him. I was not performing the best of me during the critical time. When I studied back my case, I realized that I already chosed to 50% give up on the very first day I stepped on that icy cold ground. Everyday when I opened my eyes, first thing in the morning I would come to regret of choosing the path. Panic attack and less confidence with what I did and who I was. What was/is wrong with my brain?

Now, I'm stranded back here in my so called messy-little-girl room. This little room has prisoned up all my emotions and I'm drowning in it. I half-pretend to be damn cool and people might mistake that I'm totally ok with it. People around won't keep their eyes away from me. Yes, they are watching and wondering why the hell am I here, when will I go back to the place I once belong. For now, I feel like I belong to this little room. Let me be a princess in my own room. Fairy tale doesn't really exist in reality and always happy endings only happen in fairy tales.

Before this, I doesn't really think about the consequences of my choice since I only choose to be what people always thought I should be. I end up choosing the wrong choice. It's my biggest mistake in life. The choice I've made really promise everyone a brightly shinning future. But if we go half way, it's miserable. I am now half baked, half full and half empty. But if I have the chance to turn back my sweet lolita time, I doubt that I will still choose the same path, but with 1000 times careful planning. I've met many gorgeous people on the way and I don't want to miss them in my journey. Most important is, I've met him there. That part, I will never want to escape.

Maybe this is my turning point. I need to become more mature and professional when handling things. Earlier I didn't handle things quite well since the fact that I'm a very warm-blooded creature on earth. But it's ok. Just trying to add some pepper here. It works! Haha...56 unique visitors suddenly, including the Google Image victims. It's fun. I need to cheer up myself right. Do I make someone misery? Hell yeah~

Disebabkan aku tgh emosi tak stabil dek sindrom ETT yang menggila, aku plan nk buat entry kontroversi. Warning siap2! Kalo nak baca, baca betul2. Aku tak suka scanning2 ni. Nanti misunderstood plak.

Sampai sekarang, ada beberapa hamba Allah yang masih kekal keprejudisanku terhadapnya. Selalu orang kata tak kenal, maka tak cinta. Ni makin lama, makin tak da kredit nak bagi. Bila nk agak positif, makin negatif jadinya. Adusssss....aku dh la sesak otak sekarang.

Bila mengenangkan mesej yg hendak disampai tak kesampaian dan diperkotak-katikkan mcm budak tadika, panas siot!!! Sampai sekarang lagi panas wa cakap lu.. Memang la otak aku ni berfungsi tak sepenuhnya, tapi nak guna2 pun jampi la betul2 bai.. Ini mempergunakan aku dan mengkelentong diri ku serta menggulingkan ku, kantoi plak tu! Mmg shud be shitted on la.

Ari ni aku bertambah emo sebab kena condemn. Kalau munasabah tak pa jugak. Adoiyai...ingat aku bukak bundle ke hape? Aku jalan2 downtown pun jumpak baju satu spesis ja harga fuenfzehn. Ingat aku beli stock pasar malam? Imported maa~ Ingat import baju tu antr pkai sampan?? Hishhh...panas3x!!!

Lagi aku panas rini, sian best fren aku. Dia mmg berwatak ayu dan ala2 soft spoken. Tapi banyak pulak org amk kesempatan melemparkan komen2 yang tak sedap didengar. Jangan buli dia lg hokey?? Aku trust citarasa dia, apa dia buat and apa yg dia pilih. Mcm mana aku sedih kalo Mr. D kena condemn ngn org, mcm tu la aku tak suka org condemn dia. Even bila dia buat sumting at her best, mmg la x sampai kepuasan kat semua org. But no need to marah2 or komen teruk2. Mmg dia x defensive selalunya. Tapi yg mulut laser2 ni jangan nk bukak mulut luas2. Kalo nk bg pendapat, do the right way. Best fren aku ni mmg degil jgk.....Tetttttt!!! Haha.. Tapi she's a good listener and a good interpreter plus can be considered as a good non-professional counselor. Serious!

Aku rasa banyak org tak suka aku. Terang2 atau diam2. Tapi ingat, aku kejam kat org yg kejam ngn aku. Mesti ada org kata, smpai bila nak abis kalo dua2 tak mau mengalah kan? Haha... why da hell aku yg kena mengalah. Mereka2 sudah menipu aku dan mempergunakan aku. Atau pon mereka2 telah menggangu kotak fikiranku secara tak langsung dgn aktiviti2 yg tidak lazim atau di luar norma kehidupan manusia. We deserve a second chance in life. Tapi tak payah la kot aku nk bg second chance kat semua org. Kan?

Kadang2 bila org tanya, napa aku tak suka sangat kat mereka2, tatau nk jawab mcm mana. Sebab yg bertanya tu konpem tak dapat terima seadanya apa aku kata. Betul tak? Kalo tak suka tu, tak suka lah. Ni nak kena bagi 1000 juta sebab sampai tak dapat dibahaskan lagi. Aku tak suka org pun, tak da la menggunung maki2. Ada la yg dh satu banjaran kena maki. Maki diam2 ja la tapi.

Haishh...sapa agaknya yang baca entry aku ni. Kalo tak nak drop komen tak apa. Aku tau sapa yg baca. Hahaha. Good day people~

ps : Sweetheart, I love you...

Saya sangat sedih dan down!

Boleh tak kite pegi tempat lain nanti b?

Please.....

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Ari ni surat MARA sampai umah. Aku rileks saja dan tak terkejut. Memang dh expect pon kan. Papa ada sikit reaksi yg tak dpt dikonklusikan di sini. Tapi dia senyum aja. What to do...take ur sweet time paying the damn thing lah. Mama balik ari ni. Sok kerja di Perlis. Lusa plak cuti Wesak. Selamat Hari Wesak kepada Veesa dan Vipha. Masuk2 umah baca la surat tu. Muka terkejut, cuak, panik attack dan sedikit menyampah.

Tadi papa sembang ngn mama kat depan. Aku tetiba dtg nk minum teh tarik sejukku itu. Mama tak abis air dia. Dia kata manis. Aku rasa ok ja. Tak nak minum sudah! They are obviously talking about me. Papa said, org Jerman semua mechanical basic dh mantap sebelum masuk U. Ni budak2 ni org tanya clamp shaft pon tatau. Clamp shaft?? Pegi mampus.. Mama memberi pandangan sinis lalu berkata, "Lepas ni blajar elok-elok." Itu tak yah cakap pon mesti buat.

Rasa pelik. Mama ni pk ratusan riban itu atau anak dia ni yg tua belajar? Sesungguhnya manusia sekeliling ku ini tak tahu aku yg cool ini juga mempunyai tekanan dalaman. Seeing someone's ok doesn't mean you don't have to mind your attitudes and phrases. Mama is just like that. Sometimes that quality really worth having it, but there are times when it's not necessary.

Kisah 1 : Lipas bersiar-siar.

Hari ni satu kejayaan kerana aku berjaya membunuh 3 lipas degil yang tak sedar diri. Dah la menumpang tangki najis rumah org. Pastu boleh plak bersiar-siar sesuka hati. Merayap sana-sini lalu akhirnya mati di tangan aku tatkala aku sedang memegang Ridsect botol merah percuma 15%. Sekarang nk kencing pon tak jadi sebab gugup bila lipas keluar beramai-ramai. Adakah puak lipas akan membalas dendam nanti? Aishah kata nnti lipas2 tu masuk kain masa tido. Yaka?

Kisah 2 : Uji bakat Imam Muda.

Petang tadi aku ngn papa tengok la uji bakat imam muda. Satu mamat ni memang imam terjun lah. Asalnya nk pegi PC Fair. Sekali nampak banner uji bakat kat masjid negara, terus cancel plan. Dengan t-shirt indinya plus jeans karat tu, sempoi ja daftar. Not bad la baca al-Fatihah. Tapi tak cukup bakat lg. Haha.Aku rasa pas kena reject tu dia pi sebat Apple sebijik kat PC Fair. Pastu ada kes kontroversi. Imam terawikh masjid negara tak terpilih plak masa uji bakat tu. Panas ja mamat tu. Yang juri tu plak baca ayat sampai herot2 mulut. Kalo tak silap tu ketua imam Masjid Jamek. Juri tu cakap mamat ni tak ada suara unik yang jadi x-factor. Abis tu yg juri tu, takkan masa jadi imam terteleng2 kepala baca surah. Tak leh blah aku bayangkan situasi tu. Andai kata aku jadi makmum belakang dia, dah vibrate sampai ke hujung. LoL!

Kisah 3 : Tikus besar degil tak nak mati.

Mama sekarang bela tikus. Sebab selalu bagi makan keturunan tikus kat rumah ni. Bukan rumah aku yg banyak tikus kay. Rumah teres kan bumbung bersambung. So tikus tu boleh main lari-lari, kejar-kejar dari ujung kiri sampai ujung kanan. Ada satu tikus besar giler~ Dia tak nak makan biskut yg mama bagi. Perangkap pon tak nak masuk. Malam-malam ada ja projek dia menyondol2 kat blakang almari. Kalo aku ada senapang patah, dh lama arwah tikus tu. Masalahnya tak da... One fine day tikus besar.

It's already Monday...Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, 1st Dating Day, 2nd Dating Day, 3rd Dating Day and back to Monday :)

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Dear, lets find an ADIDAS please (*o*)

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B, ingat promise ari tu....Hari B Order Makanan jatuh pada hari Ahad!!!

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Have a nice day lovers \(^o^)/

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I love you more than you know. Hehe (^^,)\/

The day is coming....Nak kasi apa ya???

I'm so hard in everything

I'm so hard to you

I'm so hard to myself

I'm so hard to hard things

I like things that hard

I like it to be hard

I like to play it hard

And make it harder

I wonder how it is when it's hard

It's hard to ask and explain, isn't it?

Tash, what's on your mind huh! \(*o*)/

Statistic from my tracker, people keep landing at my blog when they google "busana pengantin muslimah" or something like that since I published that entry. Well, seems that I manage to win over the search engine for this kind of topic. But I really appreciate those who are just accidentally jump to my blog. Terima kasih ya ibu2 dan bapak2 (^^,)\/

Today I'm going to talk for the 100th time about my love, my sweetheart. Lately he's been barging with tonnes of projects and work documentations. He had a fever on last Friday and got MC for it. The next day, which was Saturday, he was already been told to go to Dungun, Terengganu. He drove his car that night and as usual, I was worried and never forgot to tell him to stop at RnR for a while later. When he came home to Bangi, he had to stay back at the office until morning to finish up the documentations for Propel. It has been two nights now. I remind him not to skip meals and take Antibiotic accordingly.

What comes to my concern is his health condition. He is getting slimmer while I'm here just lying around and keeping fats. No no no! He's the most responsible person I've ever known besides my parents. I'm glad that he works in a small company because he gets the chance to learn everything and do the tasks by his own hand. He fulfills the task as a project manager, a programmer and the most important thing, he is building contacts now. Those who join the giant company might end up just being an ordinary technician. Well I'm not saying that it's not fine. Working at a small company, I can see that he is happy despite of loads of projects to be handled. He and his fellow colleagues are interacting well everyday and I think that might relief him a little bit.

Sometimes I feel myself too selfish and demand him to help me regardless on weekends or weekdays. He has a lot of work to do and I can't just suddenly ask him to pick me at 11 a.m. on Wednesday. Now I'm practicing to be an understanding girl and make appointment with him at least one week earlier. Haha. I think that I'm getting more mature now. I'm a professional girl and loving him professionally. Let him do his job perfectly during the day and on the phone with him for hours at night. I do send him short message service during lunch hour or anytime during the day just to let him get updated with my activities. When I ask, "Love me?" Then he would reply, "More than you know." Then we both end up laughing vigorously :)

Sorry, last entry deleted! I love my mom so much~ Muah mummy \(^o^)/

Update to my business SHAWLS from MOON.

• Buat masa sekarang saya fokus kepada online marketing. Get more friends and their trust. Saingan men'tag' gambar di Facebook sangat la sengit. Haha... Bila kita tag diorang, serta-merta kena tag balik. Tak apa. Interaksi yang bagus sesama businesswoman. Haha.
• Mendapat sokongan padu dari papa dan mama. Modal tambahan turut disertakan. Awesome mummy daddy :) Diorang lah yang memberi semangat ketika saya hampir-hampir give up. But 6 months are still early to give up right? Chayok2 Moon!!!
• Facebook peribadi saya serta-merta telah menjadi kedai kain. Hehe. Memandangkan susah nak organize dua Facebook dan Fan Page sangat tak berguna, maka sasarannya Facebook Feezah Hanimoon yang sedia ada. Sekarang dah jadi Feezah Hanimoon's Shawls. Tapi kawan-kawan masih boleh conteng wall dan tag gambar ya. Jangan sensored sudah. Yang sensored masuk inbox ye :)
• Saya akan mengembangkan business ni sepenuh hati memandangkan mendapat sokongan yang kukuh dari semua. Papa cakap, "It's not easy to be a businessman/woman." It takes years to establish one. Oleh itu, SHAWLS from MOON akan mempelbagaikan produk pakaian dan aksesori wanita. Wait and see ya~
• Untuk rakan-rakan Sekolah Kebangsaan Seri Tunjong, sila sokong saya Hanim dengan mem'follow' blog shop saya (link di sebelah) dan usyar la sikit. Kot la ada yang berkenan :)
• Rakan-rakan di Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Agama Perempuan Kangar pon sama lah ye. I need your support guys~
• Rakan-rakan di Sekolah Berasrama Penuh Integrasi Gopeng dan German Malaysian Institute, silalah luangkan masa untuk browse SHAWLS from MOON. Kalo tak nak beli sekarang pon, follow lah untuk masa akan datang :)
• Akhir sekali junior sekalian. Kak Mun dah jadi tokei kedai tau. Klik link sebelah atau pun cari kat Facebook. I sayang you guys...hehe (gedics?)

Salam 1 Malaysia dari Feezah Hanimoon (^^,)\/

A successful online businessman said, "6 months is still a short time to give up!"

I can make it through the rain. Surely!

1. I've been emotionally unstable lately. I detest everyone who is not in my close circle.

2. I'm not good at maintaining friendships as my tolerance level is very low.

3. I'm depressed when people around me keep reminding the bad side of me. My 23 years efforts are just a waste!

4. I hate my brother. He turned my RG 2552 into a different one like he owns one. I did protest. Nothing but that ugly bike, once mine.

5. Mom said let my brother have the bike, ask papa to get a new one. I said, get me a Myvi then. Silence!

6. Somebody doesn't give full support to me for starting a business. Only cynical quotes from her. Panassss!

7. Tired...starting a business is not easy. Need contacts and more contacts. Need customers and more customers.

8. Mr. D has a fever again. Have a good rest dear..

9. Sleepy... Time to shut down!

Today is Wednesday...just another boring day. I'm alone at home with this virtual life, hearing a loud noise from the back of my house. I wonder when they will stop renovating their house. Every morning I wake up with this hateful noise. Argghhhh!!! Stupido!

I have a lot of free time right now. I wish that I can get my feet on a beautiful island with entertainment area as well. Pangkor?? Don't want lah. Sik ada apa-apa. Enough with water sports that make me tanner and uglier. Haha.. I think Sabah and Sarawak is a nice place to visit. Well, I've never been there before and I should go one fine day. But please honey, let's save our honeymoon at another tourist spots ok.

I want to go to a place where everything is cheap. Of course la kan? A place where I can afford to do anything without hesitation. A spa is actually not my concern. After experiencing one, my body hurts all over like I've been playing football yesterday. No more spa and massage! Only facial and scrub. But it's only a waste of money to do the facial and scrub once in a year right? So leave it there.

I wish that I'm a jumper. I can go anywhere at anytime heavenly. Wahhh.....bombastic! Today I'll jump to Disneyland, tomorrow I'll go to Bali and the next day, I'll proceed to Amsterdam. It's spring right?? Dreams won't come true. Hmm... I have nothing to invest for my big appetite here. Once again, what a boring Wednesday.

Last week I went to Jera's and spent 3 beautiful nights there. The feeling of waiting somebody's coming home could be describe as enjoyable. Because I knew when she came home, something exciting would take place. There was a lot to talk and do, especially profiling brader kedai makan kat bawah tu. Hahaha :p

Last Sunday Mr. D and I went to KL Bird's Park. We spent the whole afternoon there. Birds are flying freely over your head and of course can shit on your head too. But nothing to worry. Just don't stand under a tree too long. You can buy chips and feed them anytime you want. Just make sure that you won't get caught. But when you feed them, they will keep following you and I hate the bloody birds. If you're interested to go there, bring along 50cent coin or you will regret. Haiyakkk....at least I regret it.

Doing many things together, I never find out a full stop. It's not enough. There's a lot more that we have to discover together. What I know is, if I want to go to a place and have a nice time there, I'll better pick the right company so that we can bla bla bla all day long. Only then, I don't have any regret investing a lot of money in it.

Amsterdam, I miss having a great time there. Ghost story telling at the jetty outside the boat house, got scold by an uncle who obviously has a schizophrenia, muka ketat Fathi sitting next to a Niga while others are flying literally above the blue shaded sky, paid 6 euro to catch ducks and got a small teddy bear, created short movie with many unexplainable crazy scenes and many more. Asmak is the best organizer followed by her konco2. Haha :)

Now, I am a simple girl who are still missing her point to live. I just know that I'm not ready to be dead.....yet! Dear Allah, have mercy for me. Bless me with a long happy life. There's a lot more that I haven't discover. Please keep him safe too. Bless my friends and their families so that everyone can share the happiness together.

It's raining now. May Allah heard my prayers.. Amin~

SHAWLS from MOON is finally released today. Please...please...please be interested to drop there by clicking the banner at the bottom of this blog. Cuak seh~

My mom said doctors should be paid higher than other professions because it is hard to be a doctor. I totally disagree with this matter. The phrase "higher than other professions" is not acceptable for me. I personally think that other professions also require a lot of effort and sacrifices. Doctors should be paid as high as other professions.

Doctors save people's lives. Engineers make sure that people have a better life with safety provided. Attorneys help to solve society's conflicts through the right channel. Programmers create a channel to let people increase their pocket money with the aid of internet. Engineers, lawyers, programmers etc do have a hard time in becoming one.

Maybe the doctors revision books are thicker than others. Because it is all about fact. Fact of human life can't be cramped in 10 pages. My Werkstoff notes are as thick as 6cm. They contents only on how to do the various types of machining and produce the damn car parts for example. Aren't cars very important in our daily lives?

It is enough that we -engineers, attorneys, programmers- have a lower value literally in the society. SPM 12 A+ should be a doctor. Really? I am not against doctors. I respect them since they are of course professional. But I hate this kind of mentalism. When I decided to be an engineer, a person asked me, "Why don't you become a doctor?" So what if I'm not a doctor?

Sometimes I think due to this double standard, I don't want to become a doctor at the first place. Maybe at that time, I feel sorry for engineers who endanger their lives every minute but hardly seen by people.

This is just my two cents. No offence and no hard feelings.

Kisah cinta antara 2 wanita dan 2 jejaka. Tidak semua cerita cinta berakhir dengan kebahagiaan. Tidak terkecuali cinta antara Norman, Camelia, Irwan dan Aisya.

Cinta Norman dan Camelia.

Norman : Camelia....sejak ku pulang mengapa kau dingin terhadapku? Aku berharap dapat melihat kembali senyumanmu sayang.

Camelia : Norman....ada perkara yang ingin ku suarakan.

Norman : Perkara apa Camelia? Katakan..

Camelia : Telah jauh terpisah diriku dan dirimu dalam ruang dan waktu. Sendiri ku jalani sepiku tanpa dirimu, resahku tanpa hadirmu. Sungguh berat hatiku merasakannya.

Norman : Maafkan aku sayang. Aku pergi kerana tanggungjawabku dan untuk masa depan kita.

Camelia : Aku selalu keluar ke cafe untuk meluangkan masa melihat kugiran. Di sana aku sering terserempak seorang jejaka yang lagaknya kesepian seperti aku.

Norman : Jadi Camelia, apa yang cuba kau katakan?

Camelia : Lama-kelamaan aku tertarik padanya. Dan kini aku yakin.... aku.... aku jatuh cinta padanya. Maafkan aku Norman...

Norman : Camelia...apa maksudmu? Jangan tinggalkan aku Camelia. Apa salahku?

Camelia : Bukan salahmu Norman. Salahku menyintai dirinya saat jauh ku terpisah darimu. Dan hadirnya menyentuh, hatiku menyintainya... Hatiku menginginkannya... Hingga runtuh setiaku pada dirimu.

Norman : Tidak Camelia! Aku tak percaya. Semua ini bohong!

Camelia : Norman! Maafkan aku...ku sakiti hatimu yang tulus menyintaiku.

Norman : Jangan tinggalkan aku Camelia!!!!

Camelia : Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu. Kerna ku telah hanyut menyintai dia. Ini lah salahku yang memberi ruang di dalam hatiku untuk menyintainya.

Norman : Camelia!!! Aku merayu padamu... Kembali lah padaku.Tolong lah... Aku tak mampu hidup tanpamu Camelia.

Camelia : Telah jatuh jiwa ini... Telah jatuh di hatinya. Maafkan aku Norman. Aku terpaksa pergi....

Norman : Camelia!!!!!!!

Cinta Camelia dan Irwan.

Telefon Irwan berdering.

Camelia : Irwan, aku perlu berjumpa kau. Sekarang!

Irwan : Tidak, aku tidak boleh berjumpa kau lagi. Aisya sudah pulang.

Camelia : Tolong lah Irwan. Aku perlukan mu sekarang. Datang lah padaku.

Irwan : Camelia, maafkan lah aku. Kerna ku tak bisa temani tidurmu. Camelia, lupakan lah aku. Jangan pernah lagi kau temui aku.

Camelia : Kenapa Irwan? Bukankah kau menyintai ku? Aku telah jatuh cinta padamu. Tidak kah kau juga menyintaiku Irwan?

Irwan : Kau.... wanita terhebat yang pernah singgah di hati ku.

Camelia : Jadi jangan tinggalkan aku Irwan!!! Aku dah tak punya siapa. Aku merayu padamu... Jangan tinggalkan aku!!!!

Irwan : Kau.... wanita yang tegar. Aku mohon.... lupakan lah aku.

Camelia : Tidak Irwan! Tidak kah kau ingat janji-janji kita? Saat manis kita bersama? Takkan semudah itu kau lupakan...

Irwan : Sudah lah jangan menangis lagi. Ku rasa cukup sampai di sini. Mungkin di suatu saat nanti kau temui cinta yang sejati. Sudah cepat lupakan lah aku. Jangan pernah ungkit masa lalu. Ku takut kekasih ku pun tahu, kau pernah menjadi simpananku....Camelia.

Cinta Irwan dan Aisya.

Telefon dimatikan.

Aisya : Irwan, benarkah apa yang ku dengar?

Irwan : Aisya..... Aku.....

Aisya : Tak mengapa! Aku tak mahu tahu apa-apa. Selamat tinggal Irwan. Pergi lah kau pada dia.

Irwan : Aisya!! Jangan pergi!!!!

Cinta Aisya dan Norman.

Norman : Ku pernah punya cinta.. Namun kini ku sangat suka kamu. Cintaku dulu telah ku buang jauh. Kini ku ingin kamu...

Aisya : Ku pernah menyendiri. Tapi kini diri ku terasa sepi. Walaupun bibir penuh gelak tawa. Namun hatiku sepi.

Norman dan Aisya : Jangan bilang tidak bila kita belum mencuba. Siapa yang tahu akan sama hatimu dan juga hatiku. Banyak yang bercinta, bertahun-tahun putus juga. Ku harapkan dengan dirimu, walaupun singkat pendekatan, cinta kita kan abadi..............

Current Mode : Vigorously angry

Reason : My brother pretends like he is so otai but apa pun tarak! He has a very, very, very bad behavior and thinks that people can't just live without him. Boleh belahhhh~

Solution : Provoke him more. The more the merrier! Serve him right. Provoke more about his gf who might also have mental disorder like him. Padan muka!

Reaction : He warn me to sabotage the internet tomorrow. Waddahek! Do I look like I care? I'm an engineer-to-be. Nasib baik tak jadi doktor. Or else I will screw his head at his butt!

Result : He's a loser! Now his phone credit has gone and his so-called urgent matter remains unsolved at least for tonight. Ada hati nk pinjam my phone plak? Untuk si Miza tu tak payah la. Not productive at all.