I'm very afraid that I hurt them again...

This time I wanna talk about myself. For the first time in my life, I am very afraid to go home. It's not that I don't like to go home. I really miss Malaysia..sooooo much! When I think about going home, there'll be absolutely more fun and entertainment than staying in Germany. But I can't keep myself from thinking and imagining bad things that might happen. I don't wanna hurt them and I'll try not to hurt them. But I can't stand it when I'm the one who always hurts. Like an apple hanging from a tree, I picked the ripest one but still got the seed. No matter how best I try, still can't satisfy everyone and myself. What should I do? Ignore my feeling and pretend to be a happy all the time? I am shivering...Afraid to go home because I have a hunch that everything might not turn up to be so well. I wish that they could understand me. Let me have at least 20% of my lifetime with him. After they have all my 20 years. I'm begging and praying...with no proof that anyone could hear.

^I hate myself^

"Sorry seems to be the hardest word," kata Elton John.

Tapi Mariah Carey plak cakap, "Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye..."





pLeAsE fEeL fReE tO lEavE yOuR cOmMeNt


Berdasarkan design, apakah komen anda? Berbaloikah utk dibeli supaya nmpak lebih hot? Huhu.. What about the colour, chrono and it's diameter 38mm? Harga?? No need to comment lah. Or what is your highest bid for this watch?

Lalalala...balik ni nk bergaya di hari raya dengan sakannya..hohoho (gelak Sinchan)